Mood swing

well, this morning started with me waking up far to late racing to school and trying to get math checked off. which i won't explain why thats necessary you should ask my teacher. but anyway next was spanish and I got a bonus point for knowing when the treaty of paris was signed. thank you google:). but over all the day was lovely. i was just in a good mood. and you know those days when you get compliments yea there great well. me and my black long sleeve shirt black highwasted skirt (lace pattern) and bright pink tights and black fringe boots and i pink flower set in my hair. i felt rather cute. until i walk into the door at home first thing i get is glances up and down in dismay from my loving brother and sister. i want to be okay with who i am. and how i dress. because its me. and I feel me in it. but their looks honestly cut deep. i'm sick of being called the black sheep of the family. you know it just it gets old. and depressing. and sometimes frankly it just hurts. well sorry for this whine. and thank you for listening. i went from extremely happy to upset. amazing what one thing can do to you right.

what I learned today.

First and for most I want to apologize for any incorrect grammar or typos. It will happen and i'll be to unconcerned with correcting it. well today i learned two very important things. what we will first talk about was a. what it feels like to staple your finger. the answer is a mixture of laughter and pain. today while in my creative cuisine class i got in a rather heated discussion with a fellow classmate you see, she seemed for some odd reason to think that if you fail to have sex before you get married you were much more likely to have a divorse. i didn't see the logic my rebutle was half joking half serious. and i have a nasty habbit of figiting with things and the only near by was a stapler and presto. next the room filled with a scream. more of shock than pain. followed by laughter. with such a thing as stapling yourself one can't help but laugh.


b.to play magic
during the downtime at play i decided it was time i tried to learn the game that most of the theatre kids play. let me tell you. its rather confusing. with all the mythical creatures, manna, and remedies, shields and stuff i can't even begin to tell you. but it was rather fun. and tom maybe i'll actually accomplish something in the game.


and don't worry next i'll begin to post some stories and such:)

why hello there.

Why hello there,
I'm just a girl, living in this crazy world. listening to people tell me it is what it is. but young and curious I can't bring myself to believe that. I think its just a tad more complicated than that. here I will share some thoughts and stories I will write. trying to capture what the world is, or what people feel. also, some random excerpts from my life. so enjoy and feel free to share your oppinions. i'd love to hear them:)